two nights ago, my sister showed me an interview of super junior on a show. there's this part where yesung cried when he said: "mum, i love you!". upon watching that, i cried too. i can understand how he and his mother must have felt when he appeared on television only three weeks after debut. perhaps, there were too many members in the group but, how can they missed him out. also, he sings well, thats why he is always getting the singing portions but why is it that, that is all he ever gets? i wonder.

the links to the show.
part one: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3uFzXSB9l04
part two: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YxkOqV49Q6I
part three: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GB_DFPfXX1o
part four: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v-KMpvv-EbE
part five: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1YitnB1g80Q
part six: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9HyacvqnaOg
part seven: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5q5q-w2S4dA
it has english subtitles, so no worries about being unable to understand what they are saying.

i wonder, if i should pursue my dream. if i am, i will need to take a certain a course outside of school. also, i will need to take a language course cause i want to get in through SM entertainment. i hope there will be another audition at our area when i am ready for it. -most probably malaysia as they went there before.

i dont know what's wrong with me. i just suddenly felt that i should do something i like and not do something that i dont want to, in the future. and, isnt that what the teachers are asking us about? the dreams, what we want to be, our plans for the future?
-it's not a realistic dream but i want to live in it.

dont put me with A. it maybe an insult to A, but it is a even worse insult to me.

prelims next week. first paper will be english. i hope the paper will not be as hard as today's mock examination paper. the questions are really difficult. it makes me wonder what language i have been using for the past years.

a B3, merit for chinese. i feel like slapping myself. my composition was a total crap, yet i managed to get a B3. serve you right for not putting in enough efforts, it's your own fault anyway. i only told my aunt about it on friday morning as i need to confirm with my teacher if i am retaking. no one else in my family knows, they are too busy to care. whatever it is, i feel the need to retake my chinese.

i should stop. if i go on, it will never stop. i have alot to say today.

/a super junior movie.
/red hot pants.